Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Goddess

When I was in elementary school, I felt a strong connection to the planet Venus. I wasn't into astronomy. I didn't gaze up into the sky on clear nights. I really wasn't interested in planets. I wanted to be an alien. I wanted to be different. I wanted to have purple skin. And I wanted to be from Venus. The planet just sounded cool. It was supposed to be a place where nobody could live. Full of noxious gases. Constantly hot. Totally uninhabitable. But, I really wanted to be from Venus. And no other planet would do.

Years later, I can finally see the connection. I understand that desire. The name Venus, the connotation, the connections, the true meaning. When I was a kid, I wanted to be from Venus to have purple skin. But now, it is so much more. I don't want to be from Venus. I want to be recognized as being my own kind of Venus. Not the planet. But the goddess. I want to be every goddess that is praised for being a woman.

So now, I am Venus. Roman goddess of love, beauty and fertility.

And I am Hathor. Egyptian goddess of feminine love, motherhood and joy.

I am Turan. Etruscan goddess of love and vitality.

And I am Aphrodite. Greek goddess of love, beauty and sexuality.

I am Artemis. Hera. Epona. Persephone. Ishtar. Ba'alat Gebal. Juno. Frigg. Parvati. And Eve.

I love these ancient feminine ideas. These goddesses were full of love, beauty, happiness. And above all, they were mothers. They were worshiped for their ability to conceive and bear children. To suckle children at their breasts. They were depicted with full, round bodies. Soft. Curvy. It is the symbol of motherhood. Of being a woman. Of being a lover. It is beauty. I want to inspire my husband. I want to nourish my children. I want to be that. I want to be praised for being that.

I want to be a goddess.

6 comments:

Goldibug said...

Ha! I love the purple skin idea! Being a goddess does sound even better though ;o) Great post!

Rachel Sue said...

Don't we all?

This was lovely!

Rebecca Irvine said...

I wandered over here from Diapers and Divinity and enjoyed reading a few of your posts. I loved watching movies about Venus--there was a fun one from the 1960s I remember but have not seen in years. I wonder if it is available on Netflix...

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Live.Love.Eat said...

Ah, don't we all :)


I love all those ancient female names as well. They sound so powerful!

Thanks so much for sharing in my SITS day on 10/29. STILL playing catch up!!

Tiffani Dawn said...

I love it! And I remember in Challenge you panted your arms purple and said you were from Venus.
I didn't know you had a blog until just a few moments ago, and I wanted to let you know this is all AMAZING! Also, this was beautiful! Great job!